Just let me live in my world of fantasy world of “taking” a guy’s virginity. Even if I’m just projecting myself and my feelings of anger and disgust at having mine ripped from me. Like, literally. I have too much empathy and compassion and it turns into fear. I never ever want to inflict the kind of hurt that I experienced on another person, and this guy is really sweet.
Aside from all the wah wah I have emotions, gender roles have always frustrated me so I generally disregard them.